Well guys, it's come to an end! The internship at OPCW is over!
Honestly, it was a pretty unconventional move for me to just postpone school and move to Holland for a semester but I'm so glad that I did. I've learned so much. I mean,
1.) I lived by myself for the first time ever. Like, no roommates or anything.
2.) This is the longest I've ever been out of the country.
3.) I learned what its like inside an international organisation.
4.) I made friends with people who are very different from me.
5.) I lived the gospel even though there was no one around to watch me.
6.) I discovered my own talents in the work place
7.) I grew to love cycling as a means of transportation!
8.) I traveled on my own all over Northern Europe!
9.) I...watched a LOT of netflix ;)
It's been a wonderful few months and I was sad to leave (I'm currently writing this at the airport in Vienna). I used to have a really hard time with change when I was a kid. I was constantly the one in my family clinging on to nostalgia. When my siblings left home for college it was a big deal. I was constantly in a state of not being able to believe how grown up we all were. I was a scrupulous guardian of tradition and routine. Melodramatic as it sounds, when I finished high school I felt like a part of me was dying as I moved on with the rest of my life. It wasn't even that I loved high school so much because I was so pretty and popular or something. It's just that I knew that things would never be the same. I knew that
I would never be the same.
Which brings me to perhaps my favourite Dr. Who quote of all time. As the 11th Doctor regenerates (sorry not sorry for all the nerd references, guys) he takes off his bow tie and says: "We all change. When you think about it, we're all different people all through our lives, and that's okay, that's good, you've got to keep moving. As long as you remember all the people that you used to be. I will not forget one line of this. Not one day. I swear. I will always remember when the Doctor was me."
That's how I feel. Even though I keep growing and changing I still believe that all the other versions of me are inside myself somewhere. I've often thought that a good way to measure my life would be to imagine if I could appear to the the child version of myself. Would she be happy with who I am and what I've done? As long as I can say 'yes' I feel that I'm leading a meaningful life.
And for me, I can say; yes, absolutely. While I have a lot of dreams yet to be filled, I can honestly say that my life is more amazing and wonderful than I expected it to be. God has blessed me with incredible opportunities and enough talent to hold on for dear life.
So, I know that even as I leave something which has been so good, I am moving forward into other (even if as yet unknown) adventures. The title of this post also comes from the poignant and odd Doctor: "Everything's got to end sometime-Otherwise nothing would ever get started." In the eternal sense I don't believe that good things ever truly end. But here on earth things are finite. And we are meant to grow and develop. That's the beauty of it! I don't know who I will be the next time I read this post. But I hope I will always remember when 'Jenny' was me.
Here are some momentos of my last day at work and my last evening in The Hague:
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| Farewell lunch with some of the interns. |
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| My colleagues in recruitment gave me some cute goodbye gifts |
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| Katerina was her usual silly self |
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| And we were all in the holiday spirit |
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| Wesam and Wardah |
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| Here's my goodbye picture outside OPCW with all the sign in all the languages |
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After work we cycled through the city.
It was my last night in the Hague and the Parliament was all lit up to commemorate |
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Me, Wardah, Ponypa, Rosanna
(U.S., U.S./Pakistan, Laos, Italy) |
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| Yo WhassupWessam? |
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| The crew |
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| And the evening ended with a girls night at Rosanna's house with these lovely ladies. |
I guess the only thing to say is: Thank you Holland for treating me so well!
I've had a grand old time being me here.